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Attached and discreet. Bearded, hairy, dad bod'd, possibly sharp.
Hi Reddit. It has come to my attention, by way of forceful intrusive thoughts and a hunger commonly seen in dogs when when a cat turd is dangled in their reach but they know they can't have it, that I am starved for affection.
It's always hard to put to words interpersonal shit like this. I see so many people who post about wanting to use someone, or perform an act with someone etc. And while it kinda sorta resonates, I'm more interested in simply being wanted and wanting, and sealing that "want" in ritual. Is that any different really from what others want? I can't tell. A hookup starts in the mind. Some people think about being charmed by a dashing traveler for an exciting trust, but I think about a coworker I develop a friendship with. And then we pork from time to time.
I suppose what I'm doing is being really pretentious about wanting to hookup with someone. I don't want sex for sex's sake. I want to like someone, and they like me back. I want our time together to be a sanctuary. I want a micro relationship outside my current. Self contained as much as it can be.
I like cats and plants and the absurd. I read more than I watch. I smell ok.
Be my cat turd and I'll be yours.
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