I met my girlfriend during my sophomore year of college. She had a boyfriend at the time, but eventually they broke up and I decided to shoot my shot and ask her out. To my surprise, she said yes, and 4 dates later we became official.

She found out about my cuckold kink a couple months into dating. I use the Google app on my phone all the time, and one day she needed to use it and ended up seeing my search history. She confronted me about it, and it felt embarrassing admitting my feelings to her. These desires have been wired into my brain ever since I was young, as I was exposed to erotica at a young age and have since read so many cuckold themed stories.

The thing that surprised me the most was that she showed genuine interest in my kinks. We spent months talking about it, even roleplaying, with me pretending to be someone else. She didn't actually get with another guy until our junior year. The experience was fulfilling for both of us, and it made me love her more than I thought possible. And ever since we opened pandora's box our relationship has been a constant rollercoaster.

Fast forward to senior year where she met an athlete at a party. He plays for our university's basketball team, and is an extremely tall, handsome black man. He took a strong interest in my girlfriend, and with my blessing she hooked up with him. I found out that seeing the two contrasting skin colors together turned me on even more. They begun to see each other regularly, and towards the end of the year she confessed to me that she caught feelings for him. She told me not to worry and that he's a major player, so he won't want to settle with one single partner.

A little over 5 months ago my girlfriend and I moved into our first apartment together. We've also got our first "big boy/girl jobs" after college. She still sees our black bull regularly, sometimes spending nights over his place.

I figured I'd make this post to see if anyone wants to chat about our situation.