Hard. It’s been a fantasy of mine to treat a beautiful woman like absolute shit and use her without regard to her pleasure. For all the times I bent over backwards trying to get at w hatever baddie back when I really thought pulling one would make my father proud of me, and make me happy.
All the times I was just a soundboard for one’s validation, ghosted, embarrassed, and emasculated etc. I’m pretty apathetic about the idea of romance or chasing anyone for sex, I get I’m a bit off and have work to do.
For the record, I get no one is perfect, and I can imagine being a 10/10 comes with shitty experience of dudes like who I was friggin treating you like you’re going to solve all their problems. That came with age and therapy. And I’ll continue to get better with it.
Just been working hard and want to play hard.
If you’re not someone who’s experienced in being treated such a way, I’m not here to fulfill those curiosities and I’ve found bdsm inexperience = awful accidents. I’ve never played at this magnitude and would prefer a veteran who’s good with their limits and enforcing them.
If you are, get at me with a photo and limits. I want to be sadistic and make you choke on objects. Duct tape your legs and arms together. Bruise your ass and use your holes to edge myself to cumming. I wanna spit in your face, slap you, demean you and feel above you. Sit on your face. And more.
But I do require consent to do those things, and I want it explicitly.
If you knew me irl you’d be surprised I’m like this and often women are when they find out. I’m a not very assertive, insecure type with enough baggage to flood the TSA.
Anyways I doubt I’ll find anyone on this, so I thought I’d shoot for the stars and see if fate has something special for me tonight or tomorrow.
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