Friend had been mentioning for months how she wanted me to sleep with her hubby. I'd known for years she was adventurous but this surprised the hell out of me.

Feeling a bit down and also feeling like I needed to do something to get out of my routine, I said screw it and told her let's do it. It felt nice that both a man and his woman were so into me.

Just to be upfront, the sex was nothing special. I'd probably even call it bad. I clamped up and was too weirded out to fully get into it.

After a ton of foreplay and build up with Mike talking about how he wanted me for years, we just did missionary and I told them this wasn't for me. And for some stupid reason I started crying.

But what followed afterwards was kind of nice. Casey(who was in the room and watched the whole thing) and Mike apologized for rushing things and they both consoled me. We all got dressed and sat in their sofa watching tv. Without thinking about it, I ended up sitting between them and through out the night they were super sweet with me.With Mike massaging my feet while Casey showed a side of her I'd never seen as she played with my hair and said I was so pretty.

All night she kept calling me ''doll'' in a sultry voice which she had never done before.

They insisted I stay the night. I wore a pair of Casey's pijama pants along with one of her shirts and all 3 of us snuggled together.

The next morning we had breakfast and I felt a lot more comfortable. They both made it obvious they wanted me to try fucking Mike again but I held my ground and said that maybe another time.

Its been over a week and while I'm still shaken up, I'm kind of proud of myself for doing something like this but I'n not sure if I even want to do it again.

I read up a bit on the ''lifestyle'' and it seems Casey and Mike commited a few faux pas. Insisting for months I do it instead of respecting my first no, not cutting physical contact after I had expressed I was uncomfortable and trying to get me to sleep with Mike again one day after the awkward first time.

This is already getting super long, so if you need any more details ask me but I think this is enough to get the jist of things.