my brain is too horny rn so here’s my current mindset / ramble / whatever !!!

basically i’ve been thinking about how i occasionally engage in being a “switch” and Dom men as part of my job but deep inside it is getting to me bc i’m going feral wishing it was girl making me simp to / goon to her, omg…

for ex: lately i make men jerk to pixels of myself but i find myself later on in the evening looking at imagines of girls who blur their photos or pixelate them just like i do to block men from fully viewing them as a way to cockblock them or make them obsessed w them, deny them, etc, and i can’t help but aimlessly rub my own cunt to these photos bc fuck it is so hot 😭 most of the girls are aiming these photos towards weak inferior men similar to how i do but the truth is i’m a weak inferior beta bitch girl who can’t help but want to be gooning and simping to pretty beautiful girls all day long too…

aside from this, i’m just really fucking bi/les anytime near my period which i’m currently on rn and i can’t help but think about how bad i want to please another girl and have her force me do all types of things for her. it’s like the kink i pseudo engage with men has given me this kink for myself and aggHHHH… girls.

anyways, i’ve never touched kisses etc another girl before as i’ve only ever been w men so all of these kinks and fantasies that flow thru my head are even more enticing bc the forced aspect is so hot to me. like uwu plz take advantage of a hot weak beta little girl and use me however you want to, please :3 make me eat you out and force me to watch a real man fuck you while you tie me up and laugh at me idc!! i just want to be used by you.

as you can tell i’m feeling v subby and craving a strong Domme female presence to chat with right now <3 this can be ongoing or one time sexy flirt etc, or we can get to know each other and talk occasionally whatever happens, happens 🌟

i’m into humiliation, being a dumb pathetic beta girl, orgasm control / denial, bondage, cucking?, forced bi, degradation but also praise!!! body worshipping you, controlling domme girls, and being yelled at or put in my place which i’ve never really been by a girl before aggGGHHh it makes me so nervous i have heart palpitations i s2g. also i’m semi open to voice calls but yeah i’ve never flirted or talked to a girl like this before so plz be gentle w me (or don’t) hehehehh 😈

also boobs um i’m shyly insecure to admit i want you to make me feel n play with, lick, massage etc your boobs iDK THEYRE JUST REALLY HOT OK