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Edit: before I start, I meant to write 21 in the title lmao
So I (M21) have been with my girlfriend (F20) for about 4 years now. We have an amazing relationship, it’s everything you could possibly want. But I wouldn’t be posting here if something wasn’t up…
Recently, and I don’t know why, I’ve had a huge urge to cheat on her. I know, it’s fucked up, I shouldn’t, there’s no reason I should ruin a perfectly good relationship. But for some reason, no matter how much I tell myself that, the urge only grows.
It’s not even anything she’s doing or has done, she’s perfect. It’s just the thought of cheating, for whatever reason, makes me forget all of that and crave someone else. The thought is like an adrenaline rush that I never wanna come down from.
I know it’s a horrible idea and I’m probably a huge piece of shit for even trying, but I’m done resisting the urge. It’s too much. I think I’m gonna do it. I’d like a long term affair kind of thing, I think that’d be hot as fuck. If you’re interested, feel free to let me know.
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