I was abused and neglected growing up. When I was younger I desperately wanted some sort of affection from someone. Anyone. Even if it was fake. I didn’t care. It turned sexual and I coped with lots of deviant behavior. People took advantage of me sometimes. It still felt good. I found that talking to strangers allowed me to be my free self without the judgement of what I needed. The people I adored most were ones with traumatic pasts too. I found real friendship and support in many of those sexual partners.
I’m older now. Stable. But with a past and all of my extreme kinks and desires still. I still find I mesh best with those who were like a young me, or people who made it through to the other side where I am now. I’m far from perfect, but I’m honest about my intentions and ok being vulnerable with strangers. I’m a switch but often times I find myself playing daddy to the damaged littles. I enjoy it.
My heart goes out to the hurt ones. I like to help where I can and that’s often times just giving affection and desire to those who need it. I’m looking for a sexual partner. I’m also looking for someone who I understand and will understand me.
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