27 [F4M] California / Online - I forgot what stop means, either I drink it or the boat sinks.
immediately blocking anyone who clearly hasn't read this post lol
"Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep in my eyes."
I've been obsessed with this song for the last few days. It's all I've been listening to, non-stop. It so accurately captures the kind of love I've experienced and want to replicate. The vulnerability, instability, and tangibleness creating so much room for doubt and anxiety and pain. But when it's good, it's intoxicating.
There's something so rewarding about someone returning to you after you've hurt them, and vice versa. The bittersweetness of taking someone back who continues to hurt me. Watching them lie straight to my face. "it won't happen again, I promise. I love you." Tears streaming down my face which eventually get kissed away and all I want is him filling me again. It's the only fix. Even when I don't want it, I do. Even when I tell him to stop, I don't want him to.
Something dark. Something wicked. Something other people won't understand, just me and him.
Do you think I deserve better? Do you think you can be better for me?
Or do you want to be my worst?
Something so intense you can feel it reverberate all the way through to your fingertips. I want that.
If you want a response tell me your favorite line in the song, and tell me why :P
Crying during sex by Ethel Cain
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