Been wanting to be cucked for years, ever since I first dated. Had many many fantasies from extreme to realistic, everything like a bull moving in, chastity, doing chores for him while he gets to be in the girl I love.
It's a long story about why i think I've become such a cuck. To try and shorten it my first serious gf didn't want me to fuck her, she was afraid if her parents found out she lost her virginity, so we stayed virgins for years. It meant me eating her pussy, wanting it for years and having a face full of it again and again and being rock hard but never getting to fuck. It was formative and i only got to jerk off, i think it solidly made me associate denial of sex for me.
Now I'm long distance with my current girl, I'm being cuckolded for real. I'm not there, I don't see it, I told her the thought of other men with her turns me on but I can't take the details because I get so jealous and anxious especially after cumming.
So if anyone wants to discuss this, especially people who get off on my angst, jealousy, my inability to reclaim her, please message.
Subreddit
Post Details
- Posted
- 1 day ago
- Reddit URL
- View post on reddit.com
- External URL
- reddit.com/r/dirtyr4r/co...