So, today is roughly the anniversary of a very very rough time in my life two years ago. It's a long story, but to sum it up, my ex was very manipulative and emotionally/sexually abusive. The anniversary wouldn't have bothered me that much, but I happened to see some pictures of her today of when we were just friends and she was not abusive yet and it's kinda of lead me down a spiral. I just wish she was still a good person when I had dated her. If she was who she was now back when I was just friends, I never would have even touched her. I had such good chemistry with her apart from her being so abusive and it's just so hard to get past it. I'm afraid I won't find someone like that again, and I'm also afraid I won't be attracted to someone again. I haven't thought about her in quite a while, but for some reason it hurts so much today that I can't get myself to do anything. Has anyone had a similar experience? How did you get past it?
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