I'm about to give up. I've been looking for months for a dominant mistress who likes it when I serve her online.I want to find a connection where I can be so submissive and vulnerable like nowhere else, a mistress with whom I can actually live out my deepest femdom fantasies.

It's frustrating that I know it's possible to find such a person here, because in the summer I had contact with a perfect online mistress for two weeks.Unfortunately, we lost contact and since then I have been searching in vain for someone similar.It's disappointing to see that many people here are either not who they say they are or just looking to take money from you.

I'm 20, and I'm currently studying biology, having previously studied medicine. I'm 1.85 m tall with a slim, normal body, and I love sports, especially running and cycling. I was always quite submissive, especially when I was growing up in a semi-detached house with my cousin, who's two years older. We used to play "doctor games" a lot when we were kids. Even back then, I found it really exciting to stand naked and vulnerable in front of her and show her everything I had.

Later, during puberty, I became interested in the female domination (femdom) categories, like gentle femdom, chastity couples and so on.My first big mistress crush was definitely "Marie Kaefer". I wished so often that I was her boyfriend, haha.

When my friends talked about sex, I imagined that my first girlfriend was a bit older, dominant and knew exactly what she wanted from me and what I had to do to make her happy.I often imagined her tying me to a chair, controlling my orgasms, playing with my balls and torturing them a bit, or locking my dick away in a cage and only unlocks me when she wants it.

I tried out some of these fantasies during the summer, but I still have a lot more I'd like to try.If you enjoyed this post, please get in touch.