I am not attracted to men, however, I'm really fascinated by trans and femboy porn and just dick in general. I'm not sure if this is just my deprived porn brain as these thoughts only come out once im horny but I might be interested in just simply giving head to a trustworthy person.

I've never given head, or even had sex to all but I my interests are shifting more and more to the point where I'm super curious about sucking dick and not necessarily the person its attached to. I think this may be because I've never gotten head myself and I am just projecting, but I'm still not sure. I am ONLY attracted to women but when I'm horny Im curious about sucking dick it's a weird dynamic I know.

I'm too shy to talk to people irl which is why I've never had intimacy with anybody. I'm super horny all the time now, and cuz I'm 18 I'm able to post on subreddits like this one.

I am not saying its for certain, but, if anybody who is interested in either helping me get head (saddest shit ever written) or providing a head for me to experience a fantasy of mine, that would be pretty cool.

If it's the second option, no other activity will be done. The dick has to be clean and big. I might not be good at it as I've never done such a thing, so please don't get mad or anything like that. And if I back out cuz I can't do it you have to let me part ways. And for the first option I doubt that will happen anyway so it remains as is :).

I am not creepy, or a catfish, I'm just a massive pussy.

We will have to do it on my terms, as I live with my mum and she is overprotective of me, another reason why I don't talk to people.

I am in Victoria, further details will be provided over DM :) ONLY IF IM FEELING CONFIDENT, if I back out over DM, please don't harrass me I'm new to this sorta thing.