Hello! I'm a fat guy (300lbs at 5'9), and I'm looking for an online chat-buddy. I like nsfw chats and pics/vids, though mostly I'd like someone I could have nice chats with. I tend to be a bit shy for voice, so usually just text stuff, though I'm open to it. Usually I feel more comfortable with voice note type things.

I'm a regular shy nerdy type of guy. I'm super into gardening, self-improvement/mental health, listening to music, tv/movies, videogames, and making YouTube videos recently.

I want something that is maybe sort of wholesome. (Is this possible lol?) I don't feel ready for a relationship, but I'd like the comfort and intimacy of a relationship, y'know? But basically I like appreciating someone, and them appreciating me.

I'm admittedly kinda lonely right now. I have anxiety and depression, and am working( or struggling lol) with my mental health. I'm sort of isolated and am having trouble getting out into the world. I'm not working or going to school currently, unfortunately. Mostly I'm just trying to figure myself out a bit better, and feel more prepared to get out into the world.

Anyway, that's just for context and understanding what I'm looking for.

So here are some of my interests/hobbies:

Videogames! Lots of RPGs and strategy , but also stuff like Factorio, horror games, Souls, lots of stuff!

I tend to like classic movies and music, and I'd love recommendations for either! Including new stuff too!

I play a tiny bit of guitar. I'm into mental health and self-development. And Ive been messing around with making YouTube videos!

And I'm hugely into gardening. Prepare to see some plant pics lol.

But yeah, send me a chat!