25, based in Amsterdam, but not a local ;)

I am an individual who has spent their journey of self exploration and learning about themselves, I’ve dabbled with vices, I’ve dabbled with toxic women, healthy and unhealthy relationships, I’ve explored the joys of living life on your own and the little joys of adulthood. I’ve educated myself to a masters degree level and work now, yet I feel and I know something deep and soul fulfilling is missing. Perhaps it is you reading this post is what’s missing? ……. Carry on reading and maybe it peaks your curiosity.

If we chat we can always connect over the minor details of regular life, like what keeps us busy, what are our interests, likes/dislikes, favourite movies, music and what not, but before any of that I want you to know a little bit more of who I really am and what I’m searching for with this rant of a post. I’m an individual who has travelled the world a fair amount learned from other cultures and has to an extent always felt like a black sheep, I can do the everyday hustle but I lack a connection for which I have craved or maybe idealised too deeply. Im searching for that connection with a woman which transcends just lust, sex, basic attraction and a sorry excuse for the way we use the word “love” today. Im someone who values and yearns for that inner connection, someone to grow with, someone to eternally love through her highs and lows and my own. Someone to be thinking of every minute when the going gets tough, someone who I look forward to eagerly everyday on my way home cause she would in fact be my home. I want us to be o dressed about each other, to love and cherish no one but each other. That kind of blinding deep down intense connection is something I’m chasing.

In terms of who I am as someone to love and be loved be is sweet, tender and caring. I have an attention for detail and would spend all my mental factions getting to learn how to get that wide bright smile of yours back on your face, to keep you happy, cherished and comfortable at all times. I love deeply and emotionally, if I see a future with someone I do not hold back, and am willing to go through the trials of adversity to prove the sentiment of my love for you. Furthermore, if you’ve read other posts on my profile you’d have realised that I do have a dominating and more leading personality when it comes to matter of sexual primal lust; these characteristics do trickle into my everyday character as well but not that extreme extent, I like to take the lead but only as a gentlemen would, essentially my dynamic with the future wifey would boil down to the colloquial term “princess in the streets and freak in the sheets” I do believe for my woman to be loved treated and taken care of to the highest extent but then in a way her love and commitment is out ti other tests ;).

So with that you’d see I’m not vanilla, nor looking for what goes around as a regular relationship leading to marriage these days.

I’m looking for someone who wants to commit, someone who like me knows what they want, someone loyal, loving, nurturing, caring, someone who is ready build a connection to survive time to come, someone to wake up to each morning and build an empire with. I’m not a religious or culturally strong person but am myself a little bit of a traditional/old school guy and am looking for a woman of equal calibre. I want to be your source of comfort, your shade in the heat and the cool breeze when you are stuck under the sun.

My ambitions and future outlook as to let you know my expectations are, that I want to have kids, to buy our own house asap and perhaps even move around the world for a bit until/ or if we find the right place to settle down. I also expect a more than healthy relationship between us when it comes to communication, our intimacy (because for me life in the bedroom influences life outside the bedroom and is a very important aspect of any long lasting relationship for me, I hope you match my freak ;) ) and our lifestyles. Furthermore, I am open to a future partner who wants to be a mother who works but I am more than happy to front all the bills and give you the comfort of not having to put up with capitalistic slavery and give you that trad wifey lifestyle.

I’m very eager to explore as well. In terms of expectations and what you’d like I’d love for us to get to know each other better, I also realise my profile is void of photos and I am open to exchanging after we have gotten to know each other for me the connection and how we make each other feel is more important than physical appearance I also like my privacy, and hope you understand.

Also if you’ve read this far and you’re not blonde still go ahead and dm me, maybe our bond could be so intense preferences don’t matter.

If this profile has intrigued you, send a DM, we can get to know each other and figure out if we can be each others. Also I am leaving my kink list here to give you an insight into the intimacy parts of my rant and to help clear the ambiguities.

Kink List:

Multiple pussy creampies, ball sucking, cock worship, 69, affectionate domination, aftercare, aftercare cuddles, anal, anal creampie, anal play, anal stretching, ass licking, ass play, ass worship, bare bottom spanking, bare handed spanking, begging, bellydancing, biting, blow jobs, breastfeeding, breath play, bruises, butt plugs in public, candle wax, caressing, chains, clamps and clips, cock milking, cocksucking, collar and lead/leash, corsets, creampie cleanup, cuddles, cuddling naked, cuddling with benefits, cunnilingus, daddy/girl, discipline, domination, eating pussy, eye contact, face fucking, face slapping, facesitting, fingering, foot massage, foot worship, forehead kisses, gags, goddess worship, goth, handcuffs, high heels, hot oil massages, impregnation, breeding, interracial sex, kissing, making out, master/slave, masturbation, morning sex, multiple orgasms, mutual masturbation, neck biting, neck kissing/touching, nipple piercings, nipple play, nipples, nudity, objectification, oral sex, orgasm control, orgasm denial, paddling, pain, pinching, play punishment, porn, prostate massage, punishment, role play, rough sex, scent, scratching, sensory deprivation, sensual play, shower sex, showering together, sleepy sex, snuggling, squirting, fishnets, submission, swallowing spit, swallowing cum, tearing off clothing, the no panties rule, throat fucking, tit fucking, tit slapping, two-girl blowjobs, verbal humiliation and degradation, waking up to oral sex, wax, whips