Learning about someone, appreciating who they are, and making them happy are the best feelings to me. Whether that person is a stranger, a friend, or a partner I would like to think it always will apply. While some spicy talk or moments are definitely fun, I feel it is magnitudes more enjoyable when both parties are well acquainted and know each other's interests.

Recently I have been trying to understand myself better, and I believe I may be a demisexual. I can find people attractive, but I don't really have any sexual attraction unless I know them on a more personal level. I have a few weaknesses when it comes to my self-esteem/overthinking and I am sure that plays into it, but I try my best to keep improving and be myself.

A quick summary of myself: I am a pretty quiet and very soft spoken guy. Definitely more of a nerdy type, but I tend to be more of a observer or listener. Animals, sci-fi, world building, cooking, and gaming with friends are go-tos in my spare time. I am decently tall with a full beard and short hair. I am a bit of a big dude too, and have been told I give off lumberjack vibes.

I don't really have any specific expectations on who I want to talk to or how long it will last. I would rather have something form organically than try and force an interaction with a dozen different requirements. The two things I will say I am most uncertain about at the moment are if I would want a relationship out of something like this or if I would enjoy showing myself to someone. Discussion around this topics can definitely be had, but I thought I would mention my hesitation for those things for the sake of clarity.

In regards to kinks and interests I would say I am pretty simple. I usually don't have anything outside of vanilla territory that comes to mind. I can find many different body types attractive and can usually find something about someone, outside their personality, that I enjoy. If I had to mention favorite things though, I would say teases, deep cleavage (perky or not), breastplay, and more intimate or softcore kind of pacing.

I appreciate all who read this and get this far. I would love to hear from you and see how things go. As long as you are 19 and want nice company like myself, then I don't see any issues! I hope everyone has a lovely day and thanks for your time. 🥰