I'm broken. Everything that I've been through and seen has warped me. I try to stay away and hope my thoughts return to normal, but it just takes one little thing to trigger me so my thoughts run rampant.
Halloween is the worst time of year for it. I spent Halloween dressed up as a witch giving out candy constantly seeing all of the masked and costumed people coming up to my door. I'm ashamed that the first thoughts that I had were about how they could force their way in and do whatever they want to me without me ever seeing their faces thanks to their costumes. My house is always unlocked because of how safe where we live is so it would be so easy for someone to sneak into the backdoor while I give out candy turning their trick into me being the treat.
I know I'm not alone in thinking about it, but its all I fantasize about on a daily basis Halloween or not.
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