I made a post the other day about how it's been 22 days since I last came...well, I'm going strong and it's now 24 days. Fuck, I don't know if I can take it anymore. Each night when I go to sleep I'm having the most intense sex dreams of my life. It's as if my body is rejecting the fact that I want to hold in my load and it's trying to force me to blow it. My dreams have involved being jerked off in front of a group of people who knew I've been building up an insane load, a woman who had me strapped down to a table and was relentlessly milking my cock with a toy, and also a very passionate dream where some curvy redhead was riding me and kept begging me to explode inside her. Each of my dreams were cut short as I woke up, my cock starting to literally cum on its own, while I had to grab it at the base, holding as tight as I could so my load wouldn't get out...

I don't know...this is a lot of work...

I'm at my limit here...

On the other hand, I've been feeling amazing. My sexual confidence is through the roof. I feel like I have complete control over my cock, more than I ever have in my life! I've been a chronic edger for about 10 years now, but this is the most I've ever been able to control it. Another thing that's been happening to me a lot:

A few times when I used to edge, my cock would literally get so hard that I can't even spasm. Picture the tissue inside my shaft becoming so rock hard that, no matter what I do, I can't even make it spasm. This prevents me from cumming. It's almost as if my cock "locks up" when I get that hard, unable to cum no matter what I do. That's been happening more often than not now. I can get my load to the tip, it's RIGHT there, ready to shoot, but my cock won't start to orgasm, so I don't get my release. Not going to lie, I love that.

Another benefit of all this edging, I swear my cock looks bigger than he ever has! Between stroking for hours at a time, fucking the hell out of my Fleshlight, or using my cockpump, I look fucking juicy. I know I'm a bit biased, but fuck, something is different with him. I'm hoping this is an effect of edging and I hope it's permanent.

So yeah....long story short, I don't know what to do. My mind is going blank, my cock is in complete control of my body, and I don't know if I should just bust this load before NNN starts....or try to continue into it. Any guidance is welcome here!