Do you remember the first time you were exposed to cuckholdery? That initial disgust at the idea of someone else taking your wife, girlfriend or a loved one? And how quickly that disgust was quelled in favor of morbid curiosity?

For me, I had two moments that provided clarity on where/what my role was on the ever dynamic sexuality scale.

The first was my first official girlfriend cheating on me. She had deigned to take my virginity. And I was hooked on her. Desperate to envelop her with the love she had brought into my life. Then. she cheated. Having met a much more traditional, alpha-esque guy at a party that undoubtedly provided her with much needed contrast from her soft spoken, shy boyfriend. The heartbreak was cruel. I had never felt something so vividly. Each breath seemed to be pain.

The second epiphany was granted to me on a surprise trip home from college. Hoping to surprise my parents with a dinner when they returned home from work, I was rather shocked to find my mom's BMW still parked in the driveway. Almost haphazardly as if she couldn't be bothered to straighten it out.

I entered my childhood home. And was greeted by moans ringing out from the bedroom. That same morbid curiosity compelled me to shuffle silently down the hall. Did I know what I'd find? No. But, deep within me, I knew it was going to be wrong, at best.

Sure enough, my gaze landed on the hulking physique of who I would later find out was a beloved coworker of hers. He was grunting, like an animal, as he drove his cock. - glistening with my mom's juices, deep into her. She was in such ecstasy she didn't notice me. And why would she? Her coworker's girthy cock was at least twice as lengthy what I was working with. She was making sounds I had never heard a woman make, and begging him to cum in her. And so, as I watched my mom get fucked silly by a magnificent BBC, I realized some men were simply superior to others.

And so, here I am nearly ten years later. In a long term partnership with a beautiful girl, who has never looked more stunning than when she's taking our friends' cock after an evening of drinking and flirting.

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