I am posting this in a nsfw place for the sake of topics/questions that may come up in conversation. I am more than happy to adjust that range depending on who I speak to, but just wanted to be honest about it.

I was always that guy growing up that enjoyed talking to adults or parents more than my peers or people my age. Surface level small talk was never really my thing. I can handle it, but I don't find it to be very fulfilling or meaningful. I am happy to learn about things people like of course, but I guess I enjoy more deep conversation.

My thoughts when making this post would probably liken this to having one of those nice evenings or moments with that lady next door or a family friend that enjoys my company. My mom isn't really present in my life anymore due to bad experiences growing up. I guess that's why I enjoy talking to women that are more put together and genuine. Do I have mommy issues? Probably, but I try to not let that effect how I treat others. XD

To describe myself briefly, I am a pretty quiet and shy person in general. It's sometimes hard to speak my feelings about certain topics or overthink things/believe I am unworthy of things. I am of course working on myself and strive to be better, but I want to acknowledge my faults. I have a masculine appearance and am pretty heavyset but my personality definitely does not match it haha.

I have had bad experiences showing myself in the past that I don't want to elaborate on here, and I don't expect others to if they aren't comfortable, but I think I could work up to it for the right person. Boundaries and comfort are big for me so be sure to speak about your personal boundaries or anything I could do to make you feel more comfy.

I don't really have expectations of who I talk to. You could be 23 with an old soul or 40 who enjoys a nice conversation. This is just meant to be casual and nice for both parties so don't think too hard on if you would be the right fit. I am mainly just putting my thoughts out there and don't expect some sort of fantasy scenario to occur haha.

I am not sure what I want this to turn out to be, but any opportunity to meet someone who enjoys my company is the main goal. I appreciate all who read this far and even considering sending a reply. I hope everyone has a lovely day and I appreciate your time!