Hi future goddess,

I'm 6'4 submissive that's good looking and very fit. I'm a high level martial artist so that's how I stay in shape. I run my own company and it does quite well. My hobbies are guitar, gaming(rare nowadays unfortunately), movies, nature. Overall I'm quite nerdy. I also travel quite a bit (5 countries this year).

I honestly don't know exactly what kind of domme I am looking for. I find true comfort and joy in many kinds. I can love the kinder or the manipulative mommy as well as the bratty girl and all in between. It's all about chemistry at the end of the day and sometimes it's about you just taking what you want from me.

I'm very sexually experienced but mostly as a dom since I seem to attract submissive girls and have had a hard time showing my submissive side out of pressure I felt to be as manly as I look. Ever since finally cutting ties with my ex I've been lacking purpose and felt very emasculated. This summer I went 2 months without masturbating and 4 months without sex, which was the longest I've gone without sex for 10 years.

Since then I started masturbating a lot and honestly I reach the edge in like 30 secs. I don't know if it has to do with my ex having a new bf and me feeling inferior but I think so. I've kinda started watching beta and censored porn and it really makes me think I need a girl to take me in and treat me like that. I've matched with a couple of literal perfect girls on tinder, they want to meet me but they think I'm still that super masculine fit guy I am in my pictures. But right now I need no pressure at all.

I kinda feel a bit emasculated. I honestly just feel like unconditional worship and dedication to a goddess is what would be best for me right now. A strong guiding hand that steers me in whatever direction she deems best.

Look forward to hearing from you.