Ok, let me explain. I'm very depressed again, right? And when I'm depressed, I get horny. But we don't want things to be too easy, that would be pretty boring, so I'm not able to do anything sexual (yes, not even sexting or even as much as consciously flirting) with someone I don't 'know'. But hey, hey! Don't worry now! I don't mean getting to know each other in some particularly deep way. I just need to feel the sense of some... chemistry? You know? Maybe some fake sense of connection, I don't know. I just want to talk to you is all. Non-sexually. Today. And if you message me again one day, who knows... Maybe we can be long-term and get into some neat roleplay. That's kind of up to both of us, innit. But mainly it's up to you... Kinda.

I suspect I might have daddy issues... So I'm really looking for a gentle but firm man that can... handle my complicated brain for at least one night worth of a chat. A comforting conversation. At least a false sense of safety and understanding if I can't get a real one. I need to fulfill my fantasy of having a man in my life that cares for me. Even if it's just tonight. It's more than enough for me, thank you very much.

I like long messages (as you can tell from all this rubbish here) so short inattentive messages won't do. I'd really appreciate someone who also longs for a good chat and doesn't hold back when writing.

I have one rule - I want both of us to be comfortable to talk about anything and ask any questions, but I'm not comfortable to answer some, so how about we speak freely (I appreciate brutal honesty), but we openly say when we don't want to talk about something. You know, like saying 'pass' or something like that is just good enough. So - No taboos but also no hard feelings when either of us says 'no'. Oh! I have one more rule actually - No photos. I don't want to know what you look like and I'm definitely not showing you what I look like, no no sir. (And no lying. That's why we have the first rule in the first place.)

For future reference if we were to become long-term, I'm in the UTC 01:00, but I don't dwell on that, as long as we can chat at the same time.

Oh and if by any chance you liked what I wrote and you'd consider messaging me (which... now that I think about it, why would you even do that, right? But whatever, I guess...) You should also be warned that I can be a little bratty. I'm not an experienced sub, I have some very odd and very limited experience, but I don't seem to do well trying to fix in one box. I'm a good doll on some days and a little bratty and cheeky on other days... just so you know in case you wanted to get more than that one conversation tonight.

Thank you for your consideration.