To be completely honest, I feel kinda touch starved. But I'm too much of a socially anxious wreck right now to actually approach people.
For the past couple of years I've been on a healing journey for tw:  sexual trauma . I'm getting better but it's rough to come to terms with how much it has impacted my life and (lack of) relationships. My post/comment history will clue you in.
Others might say I'm easygoing, sweet and friendly, But from the inside I feel super shy, insecure, vulnerable and extremely unattractive.
I've tried dating apps, but those feel like I have to put on the biggest mask and act like I have a super interesting life and have my shit together.
I just wish I had someone to cuddle, caress, make out with... I love making out! But it's been ages... If it feels right I don't mind taking the intimacy further into the NSFW territory but it's NOT an expectation at all.
Maybe someone out here scrolling this sub feels similarly? Would be nice to find someone who can relate to my wish/need for judgement free comfort.
If all this doesn't turn you off, please do reach out!
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