Married, but missing that new relationship jitters and energy coupled with attention that is hard to get at times is what brings me here. I'm not looking to change my situation, honestly things are good for me at home. However, there are times during the work week and some weekends where things get lonely and repetitive - it would be nice to know someone else is out there thinking of me and wondering what I may be doing over the weekend. While I do the same for you, of course.

The Taylor Swift song "Guilty as Sin?" became an instant favorite of mine because it hit on the feeling I'm looking for: "What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?"

Me: I'm South Asian 6'0, 181 lbs, bearded, short hair, and I workout 6x week. My facial features and complexion appear more Middle Eastern or North African. I take care of my appearance, hygiene, and grooming - you should too. I consider myself a young professional although I'm on the wrong side of 30 </3. Well spoken and well written. Probably think too much. Never have and won't mess with any drugs.

Outside of working out, which is more to cope with stressors and sorrows, I love desserts, coffee, sleepy cuddles, and all animals. My music range is tremendous and I have a few well curated playlists. The intersection of hip hop beats with RnB as well as conscious hip hop are my vibe. The post title is a Kehlani song in that hiphop rnb genre about wanting an affair. I cope with a sad family life and a heartless world with always trying to make other people laugh. I'm very sarcastic, with little to no filter, and once opened up have a propensity for dark humor.

You: Being into similar music, long love-note messages/chats, and deep conversations will reel me in. Matching my internally depressed/goth, but externally very happy and optimistic vibe is not mandatory but would sweep me off my feet.

Attraction matters, I'm sorry and not sorry at the same time - looking for someone with a similar commitment to their appearance as myself, hwp or in better shape/thinner figure.

Mention your favorite baby animal pics to look at in your message to show you read this far. As a reward for getting this far there is a classy NSFW-ish pic in profile!