idk, i guess i’ve just been feeling really down lately and i wish i felt more like i fan be something of value to people :,) (i dont want pity pls i’m just exploring my feelings in my own way 😭)
i want to meet more people and new people and explore and try new things and be intimate, but often i get a bit frightened of meeting new people because the act of getting to know people and trying to figure out what they like or want it daunting lol
so, i wanted to try something a bit different here. tell me what use i could be for you. in other words, what’s some way that i could be something enriches you? is it being more caregiving in a dynamic? or maybe to allow me to perform acts of service? maybe just to use my body to feel good? (please note that i mean this latter in a way that i’m still seen and respected as human 😭) propose me something fun, novel, interesting, maybe even a bit unhinged! i think i could use a bit of unrestraint as of late so don’t be shy :,)
and if your proposal sounds interesting, fuck it, i’d love to make it happen! if all you want is sex & dip, be honest and maybe i’ll be open. but what i’m looking for is more along the lines of some wretched, twisted yet deep(?) friendship(?) and/or dynamic to soothe some strange crevice of my mentally ill and neurodivergent mind :)
full disclosure i am definitely in no state to enter a relationship lol, and i prefer people around my age (18-22) and tend to feel more at ease with women and less male presenting figures (past experiences lol) but open to everyone, just make it interesting :,)
to give you an idea of who i am (and maybe the kind of spontaneity i’m looking for), i’m 19m, bi, east asian, (long hair, average build), science nerd, lit nerd, music nerd, and a hopeless romantic :,)
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