My husband is not dominant. That was a part of my life that I'd more or less accepted. I would never get to experience any of the submissive desires I'd harbored most of my adult life. Then my husband surprised me by revealing he'd always had a desire to see me with another man. It took a long time to accept that and come around to it. I was confused - why didn't he want me? That sort of thing. But eventually I realized it could be an opportunity to explore those desires I never got to experience.

I'm looking for someone to chat with about sex and submission. I've always been excited by sexual humiliation, especially body shaming, exhibitionism, and stress positions. Our first "date" might include me learning a series of positions you expect me to know before we even meet. "Kneel", "Nadu", "Wait", "Humble". Beginning immediately with training. You might take me out to dinner, but you will have very specific requirements for my attire. A low cut dress, matching heels, and a very specific cut and color of underwear. Meeting me in person, you'd immediately set the tone by requiring me to speak only when spoken to, and to refer to you as "Sir" when I respond.

By the time you'd got me home alone, I'd be quivering in excitement at being treated this way. The way I'd always desired and wanted. But submission requires effort on the part of the sub. You expected I would learn all my positions, so, arranging me in the center of a brightly lit room, you begin testing me. Of course, you would film our first testing session, to be sure you can remind me - or my friends, should I decide to fuck up too bad - that I need the humiliation to be a good girl. Any mistake I might make and a bit of my body would be exposed. First mistake, you might pull my dress down and expose my bra. That casual, but not complete, exposure... Next mistake, my dress is tucked into my panties. My heart would race, making it all the harder to pay attention. One more mistake, and my breasts are pulled out of my bra. I'd be expected to keep my breasts uncovered like that. And once my they're out, you would remind me to emphasize them. Push them out. Lead with them. Sexualizing myself for you, and anyone who might end up seeing the video of my performing my first submissive acts. Where does it go from here? Looking forward to hearing from you!

Finally, I really love being told what to do as we chat. I deserve a bit of punishment and humiliation for begging for attention like this.