I just wanna have a friends with benefits kinda deal but I wanna focus on the friends part equally as much as the benefits part. I want us to talk and get to know reach other and then if we hit it off we can move to the benefits part. If we do hit it off we can take things further and if we don't at least I'll have made a new friend. I don't wanna be the guy who's always horny but I have needs that aren't being satisfied. I have put myself out there and I've made it clear what I want but I'm not getting any results. I feel sexually frustrated and that along with other problems in my life are really messing with my mental health. You guys will probably suggest that I should seek a therapist but I truly believe that right now more than a therapist I just need some sort of human interaction. I will seek therapy but not yet. Right now I need something else. Please help me out I could really use some help from you guys. I just want some real interaction. I know I probably come off as really desperate but I don't know how to deal with these feelings. I want someone who's down to sext and if you're comfortable maybe also sending pics. My main goal will be to make sure you have a good time and are satisfied, putting a strong focus on your pleasure. I'm interested in exploring fantasies and creating a positive experience by sexting and genuine conversations. I just want to have a good overall experience. I will try my best to be a good friend and listen to whatever you have to say. I will try not to be selfish and self absorbed. I will try to be there for you when you need me. If you're down of this feeling free to hit me up. We can talk about anything. Whatever you're comfortable with. You pick the topic. Thank you for reading so far. Hope you have a nice day! 😁

Added note: Kinda unrelated to what I said above but I though I should put this out there as well: I want love, romance, and intimacy, and I know things like this take time, but I haven't even met anyone yet. I really want to experience what it's like to feel loved and appreciated. Also, I feel like I have so much love and affection to give, but nobody to give it to. However I have realized that I am not ready for a relationship yet. I am irresponsible and emotionally unstable and if I get into a relationship now it can become toxic and suffocating and I wouldn't want my partner to suffer because of my mistakes. So I will only get into a relationship after I have worked on myself and made some decent progress. However I still want some sort of interaction so I think it's best if I just stick to friends with benefits.