Hey there! Really hope this leads to something special, fingers crossed.

The title should give you an idea of what I'm looking for. Generally, I've always felt like I've been in need of dominance and support that transcends conventional. And as a man wrestling with his insecurities and longing for nurture and a strong hand, I've always inwardly begged the universe for a strong domme who can grab me anyway she wants me to and dictates every aspect of my being.

Who am I? I'm a nerd, a passable poet and a more than passable musician. I also train (well I've been off for 2 months because of mental health but I usually do train, promise!!!) brazilian jiu jitsu and muay thai. I love reading (fantasy, horror, sci-fi) and I am more or less familiar with most things geek. It's surprising the number of things I have going for me and yet, all it takes is a sudden realization to figure out what the gap in the soul wants.

I have a keen interest in most things kink related as well. I'd happily build up to a conversation about topics that would make my mother pray for my soul to but if you ask me something lewd or lascivious immediately, who am I to refuse to answer. Plus ever since I was labelled 'hypersexual', I've just used it as an excuse to continue watching messed up porn and having lewd conversations with redditors.

Apologies and vows for improvement flow from me. I never make the same mistake twice and being respectful and obedient comes very easily to me. I'm incredibly passive, I will never speak out of turn and if I do, a reprimand will never be ignored or unacknowledged. I struggle with insane imposter syndrome so praise will be taken deeply to heart but outwardly come with lots of downplaying on my part of what I did and even though I've been told to stop doing that, I'd need someone patient to work me out of that habit.

Physically, I've got long hair and a longish beard. I keep it regularly groomed though. Men, groom your damn beards. I'm 5'10 and average bodied. No six packs here but I'm healthy and fit and can still train without issue despite health issues. Happy to share a picture. I've got a fair few scars left by scalpels (said health issues) and stray blades here or there which I'd be happy to tell you about if you want to know. There's a few fascinating stories there.

If you're a strong, guiding woman who resonates with the idea of being a dominant, controlling, dirty minded yet not un-kind and nurturing, I'd implore you to reach out. If something can be built that can last us an extended period, what's better?

Also happy to share any work for people who enjoy reading ballads and amateur af poetry. I wrote one (it's a free verse poem so don't expect each phrase to rhyme) recently about a dream I had about a siren type character who calls out to men with low self esteem in their dreams. Feel free to ask me to share it. Just don't judge it too harshly, I'm not much of a poet lol, I just find it a good outlet.