I think I'm just making this post to let my thoughts flow out there, honestly I don't think I have the ability to entertain anybody.
I am 26, been married for a couple of years now. Always thought that I could just follow everything that everyone else around me be doing and just get by somehow. I've recently come to terms with my own chaotic nature and made peace with the fact that I will never try to pursue a life under my own stubborn and twisted nature.
I'm cowardly, I force myself to put on a smile towards everyone just to avoid any possible confrontations. I'm possessive, stubborn and naive like a kid, always trying to justify my reasonings with twisted logic. I'm abusive, the vile things in life makes me so happy that it grosses me out. I understand all the things that are supposedly right but I fail to contain my own sickened mind within my solitude.
Maybe I still think I can find a way to let my sickness keep growing. Maybe I am hoping for a conversation. Maybe I am fine and I don't need anything at all.
I'm sorry if I wasted your time as you read thru this.
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