I never really know how to start these things, or the best title. Hopefully this can capture the right person's attention...

To start, a little about myself and my current situation. My last serious relationship ended about 4 years ago. It ended after 2 years together when I couldn't do it anymore. I was at a low point and had completely lost myself. My ex had a lot of previous trauma from a past relationship that, coupled with my job at the time, really began to wear on me. I am a very empathetic person, and her mood would greatly affect mine. She would question our relationship often, even after countless reassurances, and it broke me. I developed anxiety and depression for the first time, both of which would come to affect me physically as well as mentally.

Since then, I've honestly been a little nervous to get back out there for fear of losing myself again. I had felt confident about getting back out there a couple years ago, but the first girl I showed an interest in ended up having similar issues. After a couple months of dating, she let me know she had a long distance boyfriend who she'd been seeing for a while as well as another casual fling. It kind of broke me...again.

To make things even more difficult, I currently live in a small rural town (for work). There is not a lot of social options for people my age, let alone a dating scene. The dating apps are...rough, to put it lightly. Most days I come home to an empty house (besides my animals) and spend the night alone. Usually I can cope, but recently the loneliness has been getting to me.

I don't have someone to share my day with. Someone to cuddle at night. I don't have a romantic interest to be flirty with. Or someone to text about my day. How wonderful it would be to feel wanted again. I look at people in relationships, my friends in big cities, at people connecting on reddit, and I long for something, anything, remotely close to that.

Which is why I am here.

I want to make a connection. I don't mean for a night of 'let's get off together,' but for something a little deeper. I would love to find someone to get to know. To chat with, joke with, flirt with. And of course, have some fun and 'get off together' too. Maybe someone who is in a similar situation, or is feeling loneliness as well that they just can't get away from.

If you've made it this far, this is where I might lose most people. But as I don't want to waste anyones time or deceive you in anyway...

I am really love the 'Mommy' type. What I mean by that is someone who is loving, caring, gentle, and nurturing. I was introduced to this personality a while ago (on Reddit actually), and I can't get enough now. Feeling so safe and comfortable with someone who not only wants your love, but wants you to feel theirs.

So that is what I am truly looking for. A connection with a caring, gentle, and loving Mommy who is looking for the love and attention of a sweet boy.

Now I know this has become a very 'popular' request lately, and from reading related subreddits, those looking aren't always presented in the best way. But hopefully this post gets through to the right person and I can find that needle in a haystack. Maybe you truly are in a similar situation and missing that certain 'love.' Or maybe you'd heard about this type of connection but havent been comfortable enough with the right person to try it with. Or maybe you're just curious.

Whatever it is, if you are interested, send me a message with a little about yourself. I'll be waiting for you, Mama....