It’s been a while since I’ve felt wanted. Since I’ve felt loved. The last serious girlfriend left me a bit scarred and nervous to get into something significant again.

We were together for two years. She had a lot of trauma from a past relationship that didn’t have an affect on us/me in the beginning, but eventually started to cause issues. Especially with me. I developed anxiety and depression, both of which I had never experienced before. I lost myself completely, which led to us ending things. That was 3 years ago. I tried dating soon after, but nothing felt comfortable and made me feel worse.

I haven’t been with anyone since. I haven’t felt love. Desire. Closeness. And I miss it. I am a romantic. A lover. I have always been a relationship guy. Sharing a connection with someone. Sharing something special. Caring for someone.

I want to feel that again. Unfortunately, I live in a very small town with a smaller dating pool, and still feel a little gun shy about dating irl. I can’t lose myself again.

Which is why I’m here. I’ve made some pretty good connections on here before with people looking for a similar connection. And I hope to find one again. Maybe there’s someone out there in a similar situation, or someone that wants to feel love again, or express their love.

This next part may not be for everyone, but if you’ve made it this far I figure you’re at least a little interested…

In my every day life, I would consider myself dominant. By that, I don’t mean I’m an ‘alpha male’ that is trying to size up everyone. I mean I like control. I’m opinionated. I don’t back down and make sure I’m heard. I wouldn’t have it any other way, but it can be so tiring. And makes me just want to be held. Taken care of. Nurtured.

It makes me want a Mommy…

I know this may not be for everyone, and some people might think it’s weird. But I was introduced to this fetish by an older woman and I fell in love with it. It’s an amazing mix of love, caring, sex, and the giving up of control to someone who has your best interest at heart.

So that’s what I am looking for. Someone who is looking for a connection, and at least has an interest in a ‘Mommy’ relationship. I am on my way home after a long weekend away, so will be around. Send me a message with a little about yourself and what you are wanting to explore if you’re interested.