You can be from anywhere in the world, my sleep schedule is practically non existent!

I have this predicament where I have these urges, as many of us do, but the problem is I'm nearly demisexual and I just can't do hookups. I have to like have an actual connection with someone before I engage in anything too flirtatious. Obviously meeting people isn't the easiest thing to do so I thought I'd turn to reddit! Plus it helps to get to know someone online when you're as awkward and introverted as me. I'd really just like someone I could do everything with because I have waaay too much free time and most of it is spent alone.

What I’m proposing is a friend with benefits but we actually are friends. I want us to actually care about each other. I want us to play games together, watch stuff together, and have meaningful conversations with the dirty stuff not necessarily being the focal point but I wouldn't mind if you wanted it to be! So I’m relatively vanilla when it comes to kinks and whatnot, I don’t really care about sub/dom roles or anything like that but I will say that I’m not a traditionally masculine man. Bit more of a twink. I don't have much experience with any of that so if you’re in the same boat I’ll still gladly accept you! I also understand if you’re hesitant or shy, it was hard to post after browsing subs like this for a while but I’m really glad I made that initial push to get a proper outlet for these feelings. If you need time to build some trust before anything nsfw, that’s okay! I know how scary it can be to reveal yourself, to fear showing someone your entirety even if it's something you want. Despite my social anxiousness, I've come to be comfortable with showing myself so even if you can't I'd be happy to be the only one showing anything and as much as you want 😊 What I care most about is having someone to share and relieve our more unrelenting urges with, not how much they're willing to do for me. Even if what I'm willing to do is more, please really don't feel guilty! Also don't worry if nothing ever comes of this, I'm happy to have a friend too!

I do need a bit of bonding before I'm able to do anything too spicy or flirtatious so if you were looking for anything immediate, sorry! I may really be somewhat demisexual which is problematic when urges pop up, given my horrible awkwardness with strangers and the time it takes for me to get to the point of being able to do stuff with someone else, one night stands really aren't an option for me. I reach that point fast though and being over the internet makes it so much easier to get to it!

If we don't share common interests and you think I'd still be someone you'd like to know, that's fine too!

Physically here's what I look like: https://imgur.com/a/0uFYxj7 5'8(172cm) 120 pounds(54kg).

I'm a fairly skinny dude so I understand if you're not into that! I will say that not every part of me shares my petiteness.

Might be going too deep for a nsfw post but those pictures don't really shine me in my best light, I do want to redo them but lately I haven't been in the best condition mentally. That's another way I wouldn't mind helping each other out, it's okay if you're in a similar condition. We can encourage each other and be there for each other :)

I’d appreciate a pic from you when replying to this (SFW) but I understand if you want to talk for a bit first before that. My age range is 18-28 and I will ask for proof that you’re over 18 before engaging in anything nsfw.

Thanks for reading this! Please put some effort into your response too!