You can be from anywhere in the world, my sleep schedule is practically non existent!

I have a predicament where I crave human intimacy but I'm nearly demisexual and I don't know if I'm ready for a relationship yet so it puts me in this weird limbo where I can't do hookups but I also struggle with staying in a good enough headspace for dating. I feel like I'll be written off as just another horny guy looking for a superficial fling given how much of this subreddit is just that but I know that my predicament isn't exclusive to one gender. Like I'm a bit of a baby, I feel weird even saying sexual things but I have this stupid human biology telling me to seek physical intimacy. I will say that over the internet it is faster to get to that point, as long as someone's nice and relatable.

What I’m proposing is a friend with benefits but we actually are friends. I want us to actually care about each other. I want us to play games together, watch stuff together, and have meaningful conversations with the dirty stuff not necessarily being the focal point but I wouldn't mind if you wanted it to be! So I’m relatively vanilla when it comes to kinks and whatnot, I don’t really care about sub/dom roles or anything like that but I will say that I’m not a traditionally masculine man. I don't have much experience with any of that so if you’re in the same boat I’ll still gladly accept you! I also understand if you’re hesitant or shy, it was hard to post after browsing subs like this for a while but I’m really glad I made that initial push to get a proper outlet for these feelings. If you need time to build some trust before anything nsfw, that’s okay! I know how scary it can be to reveal yourself, to fear showing someone your entirety even if it's something you want. Despite my social anxiousness, I've come to be comfortable with showing myself so even if you can't I'd be happy to be the only one showing anything and as much as you want 😊 What I care most about is having someone to share and relieve our more unrelenting urges with, not how much they're willing to do for me. Even if what I'm willing to do is more, please really don't feel guilty! Also don't worry if nothing ever comes of this, I'm happy to have a friend too!

If we don't share common interests and you think I'd still be someone you'd like to know, that's fine too!

Physically here's what I look like: https://imgur.com/a/0uFYxj7

I'm a fairly skinny dude so I understand if you're not into that! I will say that not every part of me shares my petiteness.

Might be going too deep for a nsfw post but those pictures don't really shine me in my best light, I do want to redo them but I suck at selfies and motivation has been in the gutter in general. That's another way I wouldn't mind helping each other out, it's okay if you're in a similar condition. We can encourage each other and be there for each other :)

I’d appreciate a pic from you when replying to this (SFW) but I understand if you want to talk for a bit first before that. My age range is 18-28 and I will ask for proof that you’re over 18 before engaging in anything nsfw.

Thanks for reading this! Please put some effort into your response too!