hi everyone!

so, I'm going full transparency, and have a request. this is a mostly selfish post, fair warning.

I'm the most aroused when people explain my kinks back to me. it links to an overarching theme of people cornering and exposing me, usually by patronising and humiliating me. it's really, really hot to me. I love sex, I love orgasming (see post history), I love people psychoanalysing me and getting all smart-ass on my equally as intellectually-deluded self, ok? nothing wrong with that.

with that in mind, I (...phew, this is a pretty serious level of self-absorption, but:) made a pretty lengthy supercut of movie scenes that really..do something for me. so you're not left stranded, I'll give you some clues: it's always the more 'dominant' person in the scene that arouses me. the elements of being preyed upon, coerced, cornered, etc..it's so arousing and interesting to me. it's like a spidey-sense or something at this point, I just clock it the moment I see a scene with those kinds of elements. it makes my pussy get all tingly and I have to excuse myself and rub one out. gross?....... naaaaaah.

the clip's on my profile. it's not a link bait, don't worry (it's hosted on a site with milf ads though. fyi, no, she isn't in fact in your area). it took an hour to upload, and I don't regret it (hm, maybe I do, actually..I could've just continued on with regular sexting like everyone else, couldn't I?). it's not nsfw, either. I know. cut and dry scenes, like from Iron Man, There Will Be Blood, The Big Lebowski. you know..all sexy like that. now you get my confusion, right?

I know I love being dominated, I know I have issues with authority. I like the mental, emotional and psychological forms of intimidation. but what I'm really curious about - and could use some help with, preferably by an older, wiser, even more nerdtastic self-absorbed than me individual - is how these scenes can link to that. I'll watch them, get turned on, but not know what they do for me specifically. most are just conversations, right?

I do get wet by talking about it though (more so being lectured or told like a teacher to a student about what's really going on with it), and would be up for some discussion, then maybe some more kinky discussion, then maybe some straight-up sexting. it'll go that way once we get going, I'm pretty sure of that.

but yeah - no 'hi's or 'let me see ur tits' or anything. someone pretty interested in the mechanics of sex, bdsm and exploring through some hardcore, lengthy back and forth would be ideal for this (looking at you, ex-teachers, psychologists, kinky daddies, bdsm nerds!).

so yes. an A response is where you gave some of the video a watch, made some points, have some ready to go, and don't mind sprinkling in some patronising remarks. just for like, pointers. and if this sounds too much of an ask, maybe this isn't for you - no worries.

but if it is, don't disappoint me! I've had enough of being teased and led on. my pussy needs some good spankbank material, and for whatever twisted kinky reason, being daddy lectured on my media preferences does just that (..why couldn't it be a shirtless Chris Evans like everyone else?).

bye. ;p