2023 was an ultimate shit show. In-and-out of the hospital, family drama, laid off. The works. I'm happy to say that things are much better now. Got jobs lined up, supportive friends, stuff figured out, and Bridgerton Season 3 is around the corner. But unfortunately I took that stress out in not the best way: by eating Oreos, cake, and Burbs. It was a delicious and destructive habit. Mostly delicious. Thankfully I still got an active metabolism. But I want to be really fit. Like the kind that gets you 2k karma on a r/ladybonersgw post kind of fit. So I'm going from a hot mess to a phoenix emerging from those ashes. But as a less than stellar, with-a-belly Phoenix.

The healthy mindset would say that the drive come from within. I should want to workout to be fit for the sake of it. Or because I care about my health. I'm going to be sitting at a desk all the time and I want to be able to walk a mile when I'm 40 so thankfully that 'internal motivation' foundation is established.... but if you take a peek at my profile you'd also know that there's an exhibitionist kink that has yet to be explored. And there's no better motivation than knowing that you can let some people down (or fail to get some people 'up').

I just love the idea of showing off my body especially knowing that I'm getting some of y'all wet and rowdy while I'm at it. I know that mostly guys care more about the visuals but I figure there's enough of you out there that also enjoy a peek, especially if you know it's for (somewhat) your eyes only.

I'm traveling for work and return to Seattle in late-march. When I get back, it'll be no excuses hard grinding for the next 4 months. I want to get my body to be near-DILF material for the 10 hours of sun we have coming up daily. During the summer I want heads to turn. I want to make wives take a second look, husbands question their sexuality, and make you hard or wet depending which team you swing for. You know, really tease your imagination... or not leave much to imagine at all ;)

So, here's the deal: if this post gets more than 15 likes and follows (so I know who to send to) AND I don't delete it two weeks from now, that means I'm not a coward, I'm ready to embark on this exhibitionist journey, and there's enough of y'all that want to be a cheerleader. Everyone who likes and follows will get a special tease in your inbox as I go about this journey as progress pics, and I'll consider any special requests as exchange for your support. It'd be highly encouraged to send along any encouragement, or catch me in Rain City Fit (if you can find me). This is not an OnlyFans promotion or karma farm. I just like the idea of having a following and not letting you down.

I'll check back in two weeks. First message will be in Mid-April. See you there.