So I’m a straight guy and I’ve always been the dominant one in every experience I’ve had. Well recently I’ve been very interested in femdom because the role reversal and thought of submitting/worshiping a more dominant woman has just really intrigued me. Well that made me lean towards buying a lovense hush to begin to experiment with anal play and the idea of letting others control it turned me on as well. I got my toy a few days ago but finally got it all the way in comfortably to be able to control it just the other night.

So after my shower I got my plug in and then got on the “control roulette” feature lovense has. It’s basically what you’d think: you pair with another person anonymously and you can chat, voice message, control each others toys, or sync them so one person controls them both. After some unsuccessful matches I finally got a match that didn’t decline and omg, it was amazing. I matched with a lady using a lush and it started off pretty tame and normal. I told her this was my first time using it so she synced our toys and controlled them both herself. She started it with just a low rumble that immediately made me hard. We talked about the toys we had, how we liked them, and then I let it slip that I had gotten my hush because of my interest in femdom, and told her how hot it was that she was controlling it. Right away she took that info and ran with it! She began teasing me telling me how she’d love to dom me and how she’d slowly train my ass to take more so that her AND her friends could have fun with me. She then asked if I was leaking any precum to which I said I was. To that, she commanded that I wipe it up and lick it off my hands. Before I really realized it I did it, told her I did, and then was called a “good boy.” Now I never would have thought I’d like being called that so much, but it made my cock twitch every time she said it. She then told me to edge myself and to let her know if I got close so she could stop the plug so it wouldn’t send me over. She held me on edge for a while; she got me so close that at one point a thick stream of cum slowly leaked out. I told her about it and she told be that would be how she would allow me to cum: I had to put it in my mouth and swallow it. Idk how else to describe it but I felt super nervous about it, and my heart started beating hard like an adrenaline rush. It’d be the first time I really was made to do something for a femdom and it was kind of exciting. I was uneasy and tasting my own cum at first, and it took a little bit, but finally I had enough of her teasing and I caved in. It felt so wrong but her forcing me to eat my own cum turned me on really bad. It was really thick and warm and even though it wasn’t a whole lot it felt like it coated my mouth and my throat when I swallowed it. I told her I ate it to which she praised me more and allowed me to cum. Her praised turned me on so bad and I felt like I’d do anything for her. She sent a message saying she wished she was there so that she could catch it all in her mouth and then spit it into mine as she kissed me. As I read that, in conjunction to her magical vibrations from the plug, I couldn’t help but blow my load everywhere. I had NEVER cum so much or so hard in my life, and idk if I was grateful or disappointed she wasn’t there to catch it all and make me have it as well. After that though she didn’t stop! She kept teasing me with the plug at full power and it made my whole body tingle! This was an amazing experience and I can’t wait to let others take advantage of my secret kinky submissive side!!! So with the new year around, I thought I’d let out this submissive side and explore it by letting anyone play with it who would like to bring more of it out and train/teach me more about femdom.