Hi, it's my birthday… week. I actually turn 28 on Sunday. I figured I should be open and honest with you from the start.

Let's get this out-of-the-way first. I have a disability, cerebral palsy. That means I need help with a lot of things. If I ever have a relationship with someone, it would take a lot of commitment from them. While I hope I can find someone to meet up with, I understand if that's not possible. I'm just craving that sort of connection, particularly with a dominant woman. I'm about 5'7" tall and I'm currently somewhere around 210 pounds. I am steadily losing weight though. I've lost about 30 pounds over the past year and I am very proud of myself. I have brown hair, blue eyes, and people say I have a nice smile. Also, sometimes I have trouble…performing. I don't feel bad about it. It is what it is and I will get medication, if necessary, when I get in a physical relationship.

I know that was a lot. I just like to be honest and open.

With that out of the way, what do I want? Well of course I want to serve, but I'm not quite sure how to do that. I can't. I can't perform most of the standard tasks you would expect from a submissive. What I do offer is complete and total loyalty. If I submit to you, I would only have eyes for you. I would love to find a way to break my brain and rebuild it around your pleasure. I'm actually a fairly good writer, so if you want me to worship you as a Goddess, I would happily write devotionals. and I'm sure we could come up with some other things. I don't know, lately I've just been having this desire to be owned, to be molded, to be cherished.

As you may have guessed, I'm looking for someone gentle, though I can take a bit of meanness from time to time and of course I expect you to be stern with me in the rare event that I disobey you. But I do not do well with someone who wants to constantly degrade me or expect me to humiliate and degrade myself. I like cuddles and praise. I want to be the best boy I can for you. I just need someone warm and inviting.

It would be great if you are near Nashville but if you aren't, that's fine too! I want to stress that I'm willing to do an online relationship and I will take it seriously. I just crave that connection, you know? I've never had much sexual experience and I've never probably explored this side of my sexuality and it's also exciting.

I don't have any strict requirements, but I am looking for someone relatively experienced because I do need someone to kind of hold my hand as I learn how to properly do this.

Thank you for reading. I hope we have a lot of fun together. As long as this is up, I'm open to replies.

I'm sorry for any typos. I'm using a dictation program and I have an eye condition that makes them hard to catch.

Still very much open to replies. I can work with any time zone. I hope you are having a good night.