I have always made sure that every sex partner that I have had was always the focus of our sexual intimacy.

Hearing my whole life that men are terrible at sex I wasn't going to ruin my chances.

But in it I found great joy in pleasing women and making them feel comfortable.

Before anything my first objective would be to make her cum through my hands or mouth or whatever she requested. Kissing, touching, slow build up.

However, in so much focus on her I feel I haven't indulged in myself enough.

Often I don't cum during sex because how focused I am on my partner.

I know how this may sound. Both cliche and homoerotic. But I think dicks are hot. I have no physical attraction to men but I think dicks are hot to look at and hot to watch perform.

As a result I have gained a size fetish.

Talking about size and how they feel, what they afford in bed, what they may not.

And mostly having them compared to my own dick.

In addition to being attracted to dicks. I love the cum they make.

Its hard to express but cum is so primal. Such a real physical product of sex. Watching a dick cum makes me sympathetically react.

I am looking for a woman that also shares these views. That loves dicks enough to think about their size and the product of their pleasure.

I would like to explore mutual masturbation of watching bukkake, swalloing, snowballing, body shots, gloryhole.

While also enjoying the sight of big dicks and comparing them to my own. Watching them be measured, compared side to side. Or watching a small dick try its best. Then discussing how they may feel inside you. How I would compare.

Hopefully this is written well enough and I hope this finds the right person.

DM me if you love big dicks and cum like I do.