Hi, so being the new year I'm finally ready to make this year the year I give in and accept reality
I'm a 26 year old, 6 foot 4 man from the UK and I have been wrestling my inner desires for years and am ready to accept the truth
I like dick, I've struggled with it a long time but it's true. And not just like I mean as in I REALLY like dick. I can't shake the excitement I get from the thought of being a toy or object for someone else's pleasure and satisfaction. I genuinely seek no pleasure of my own except the pleasure gained from giving it to someone better than me
I'm seeking a firm hand that will guide me, talk to me and hopefully encourage me to take the plunge, whether that's with some blackmailing or exceptionally convincing conversation
The prospect of who ever teaches out being someone to talk to for an extended amount of time would be better than it being short term however I'm in no position to make demands.
I didn't mention, I watch alot of sissy hypno videos etc aswell as gay joi and a boat load of trans related stuff, I won't lie I tie myself up emotionally after enjoying these videos after Cumming and I'd really like help getting over that to be a better slut that accepts my role instead of pretending it doesn't exist
I've spent a long time searching for someone who can really help me accept all of this and actually act on it all as I know deep down its what I truly want or I'd never come back to it
I apologise for the gargantuan amounts of exposition dumped but I thought it might help
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