I don't just want to be cheated on, I want to fall in love with someone who makes me experience being cheated on fully and with all my senses. I don't just want to watch you fuck a bigger and better cock, I want to watch every emotion and feeling in your eyes as you make me feel less of a man and uncontrollably turned on at the same time. I don't just want to hear your moans, but the words you say, the way you gasp, the slapping sounds as he pounds you, and the sloshing sounds of your sex being massaged deeper and better than I ever could. I want to smell the sex that you're having. I want to breath your cheating into my lungs and know that you're filling me up inside with the scent of you being more turned on and wet for him than you'll ever be for me. I need to know that I'm breathing in the smell of your cheating on me, the scent of the pleasure I'm not man enough to give you, that I'm literally filling my lungs with the aerosolized cum of the woman I love cheating on me with a better cock, and that it's the smell of cheating, the smell of you conquering me sexually, and the smell of being wrapped around your cheating finger. I want to be forced to kiss you and taste that you've been cheating on me. To kiss your lips while another man is inside you making you feel better than I can, and feeling the quivering and shaking kiss that you don't do when it's me inside you. I want to be forced to taste the salty cum filled taste of being sexually defeated by you and dominated by you as you make me lick his cum out of you. Every lick making me less a man, less sexually powerful or confident, and more yours. I want to feel what it's like to make love to you while you're as loose and stretched as they can make you, while you're full of their cum, and to feel what it's like to desperately try to please you and fail, instead cumming as you tell me how much better they felt, and how little you can feel me. Cumming inside you as your words slay my manhood, feeling like each spurt of my cum into you is like spurting a little of my manhood into you and out of me. I want to feel what it's like to cuddle with you in that sex puddle and fall deeper and deeper in love with you every time, knowing that I'm getting in too deep to ever leave or resist you or say no to you, and slowly surrendering to you until you have your way completely. And then letting you cheat on me forever. Even letting you get pregnant from cheating on me if you want to.

I want to give my heart to someone who wants that.