Context:

I have conventionally been a pretty vanilla dom-leaning guy. I work a good job that pays pretty well and have never really had trouble sleeping with women. The caveat is that they were all submissive leaning and were very unwilling to try the other direction.

For years I have been fascinated by the idea of being dominated by a woman - either physically, hypnotically or (in a LTR) completely financially controlled. This week I decided to take the plunge.

The story:

I was quite drunk and horny when I made the decision to pay for an hour with a dominatrix - it wasn’t a financially sound decision. I showed up to the address, cash in hand and paid her.

She was brunette, shorter than me and from Eastern Europe. She had very curvy features and full red lips. She asked me about my experience and I told her that this was my first time being dominated which seemed to excite her.

She immediately had me on all fours, worshipping her feet. I sucked on her toes and kissed my way up her leg (note - I’m not into feet, just obedience). Then she spanked me for a while before putting on a strap-on. She made me gag on this for a while as she fucked my face silly.

She then proceeded to lead me to the bed and restrain my hands. After this, she tortured my cock and balls, put toys in my ass, clamped my nipples, drugged me up with poppers and smothered me with her ample ass while I licked her like my life depended on it.

The hour which encompassed these activities remains a highlight of my life and I constantly find myself daydreaming about it.

I particularly enjoyed being restrained, the helplessness I felt with the poppers, the ass play and the face sitting - but find myself fantasising about being choked or hypnotised. I think I may have an addiction - I haven’t been back but it’s all I can think about when I have sex or masturbate…

The ask:

I want to do this again, in a sustainable way. I want it to be a big part of my life. I’m 5’6, muscular build and brown skinned. If my situation interests you, my story turned you on or you think that we can help each other out, then please send me a DM

Looking forward to hearing from you! (and thanks for reading this far)