I've been looking for a little while for someone amazing and spectacular in just the right ways for me. It's difficult, because I'm such an intensely weird and different person that the things that make someone amazing to me are extremely uncommon. I've always been a romantic, and Im the type who writes poetry and dances in the rain. The type who sings you love songs and cooks for you and tells you stories in bed. But I'm also kinky, and I've always been intensely attracted to female sexuality in a way that most men aren't. I was always the guy who would fall in love with the sluttiest women around because their strong sexuality blazes beautifully to me, and it hits me both in the heart and in the libido. Life hasn't conspired yet to deliver into my arms a woman who is deeply passionate, emotionally intense, and with a sexual fire burning so bright it sometimes overwhelms me, but I need that on a deep and core level. I've never understood the jealousy other men feel when they learn that their woman fucked another guy, or that she has a history of fucking a lot of people. I've always been turned on when I hear about things like that, and I also have developed strong crushes on women in the past after learning just how slutty and kinky they can be. Honestly, I've never had any strong interest in having a sexual relationship with someone I didn't have romantic feelings towards, or at least a good and emotionally intimate friendship, and I want and need to share a real sexual relationship with a woman I love with all my heart... But I also need to know that she's out getting pounded and filled deep with cum like a dirty slut. I need it running down her legs as she sits on my lap and kisses me and asks me if I find it beautiful when she fucks other men. I need to kiss her as she's cumming hard on other cocks and make her look me in the eyes as other men slam fast and hard into the deepest parts of her. I need her to love being tied up and fucked by multiple men, and for her to be turned on by the fact that knowing she's fucked senseless and filled with cum makes me need her so badly I can't resist. I want her to love knowing that showing up with a messy cum filled pussy will immediately make me drop what I'm doing and make love to her, and I want her to feel beautiful and loved as she feels the cum drip out of her slutty pussy. And if she's as nerdy as I am, and half as romantic as I am, I can see myself loving her with every fiber of me being.

Is that too much to ask? Love, romance, friendship, actually enjoying eachothers hobbies, kink, having her be slutty enough to fuck other guys (preferably very frequently), and her genuinely being turned on by the fact that I'm already kind of addicted to sloppy seconds and the idea of her being extra slutty? I know that's a lot to ask for, and a very specific combination of moving parts, but someone out there has to fit the bill and not already be married. And, it it's not too much trouble, I'm someone who grew up with some serious crap in my past, I've done all the therapy and worked on all of my shit, and I vibe super well with women who get where I'm coming from. Not that you have to be from a similar background, but if you've seen some shit and are the type to cuddle and talk about our mutual emotional baggage, that would definitely make us a stronger match.