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47 [M4A] #PA/online - molested when younger and now trying to recreate the feelings
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When I was young I had a male cousin who introduced me to sexual exploration. He was a few years older than me and was the one pushing the experiences. Since then I have spent years alternating between denying what happened and giving in to urges to explore the feelings and desires this has created. The shame, guilt, pain, pleasure, loss of control, etc. Been considering finally giving in an putting myself in situations where someone can abuse or force me. Anyone explored this themselves? Did it help at all or just created more issues? Would love to discuss with anyone with similar experiences and desires.
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