Before we get anywhere, I'm into being teased. Berated and demeaned a lil. Please don't message me telling me I'm wrong about my own post lol. Tell me what you think I'm insecure about and play on it. I don't just mean physically either. I have a complex about not being as hot as I was before. I've been getting on the scales, and since the holidays I'm really not liking the number. Do you think my boyfriend might be starting to think I'm getting a bit on the chubby side?
During high school, I was getting attention from all the cutest boys. And then what do you think happens to most girls like me? You might start dating someone you believe is "the one." But then it happens. You settle down and realize you have a belly. Your ass won't fit in booty shorts. Your perky tits aren’t so perky anymore.
If you continue being with your boyfriend for a while and he's anything like mine, he'll be losing interest. After all, he has seen you at your best, and this isn't it anymore. He’s not attracted anymore, and who can blame him? However, let's not forget that he's not exactly in great shape either. And that's a lot of beer he's drinking. Did he always huff and puff like that getting into his truck? Maybe you're thinking you should take some of that beer hands? Careful, that's not the reflection of your mom you just caught in the window. You're just starting to look like just like she does after multiple pregnancies and settling down herself.
I guess that's what happens when you stick with a guy you clearly have no interest in anymore other than an attachment to the past, the days were I was hotter and everything was full of possibility. I'm too used to my day to day routine living in the Midwest.
That aside, things are starting to feel a bit lonely. I'd love to be swept off my feet by any older, handsome strangers passing me by. I'd love to know the kinds of dates they'd take me on. If they're a good cook, that is always a plus! I'd love to be someone's private little taste tester, that's for sure. My appetite can be pretty embarrassing but at least I'm not a picky eater, at least with most things. Just make sure I'm waiting for the next notification that you've sent me another long, tempting, letter of love. I find men who can pinpoint my insecurities attractive. I've dropped hints about that quite often. I just adore men who are infatuated with me but love teasing me about my flaws. I looove men who are super into me, but don't mind bringing a critical gaze and wanna tease me about it. So tell me what you assume about me, my looks, my life. Even what you see in my future. Be sure to make it a long read that makes me blush. x
So hit me up, tell me what you assume about me so far. Make it a game, it's my favourite one to play and a good way to get to know me. I get a lot of messages that only compose of "Hi" and that doesn't really help me very much!
Send me a message and if I like what I read in your little orange envelope, you'll hear from me real quick and that's a promise.