Hey guys, so I'm young lad who definitely tries to be straight but u haven't always been successful.
I was in a straight relationship for 7 years, I'm 26 but all of last 12 odd years I've had fantasies about men. At the start it was about what a penis tastes like and feels like to touch, I shrugged it off and tried to pretend to myself it didn't happen but the the curiosity remained. I then when I was 17 decided to try it but the guy I met off a site I used was a total catfish and made me really uncomfortable, still after that point the fantasies got more in depth and darker
I started wanting to he face and throat fucked and have loads blown into my throat. I wanted to luck balls, worship men and get pinned down and fucked. These thoughts left me feeling shame and annoyance that I allowed myself to get pleasure from this
As time went on my obsession continued to grow, I became a regular sissy hypno viewer, and since my break up which was a year ago have constantly flirted with the idea of meeting a man and being dominated by him
I even sometimes log on to grindr chat to some hot guys who could be great fun and then get cold feet and back out
Tomorrow (sunday) I really want to change this and would really like someone to encourage me to go through with it. I don't need my hand held or gentle guidance just genuinely and persistent encouragement to go through with it so I can finally truly accept myself and enjoy what I actually like without backing out or trying to suppress it
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