Or we can do something else. I'm really desperate to just talk to a woman while I masturbate. We can talk about anything, doesn't have to be just this. I have a bunch of ideas, but I'm not good at talking to people because all I do all night is masturbate, fall asleep, and wake up on repeat.

I want to feel like a loser, and to be encouraged to be one. Literally, I've been masturbating to porn everyday, multiple times a day for years and years and years. It makes it kinda hard to connect with other people when you've isolated yourself for so long, so I'm sorry if I'm not all there socially. I know it's pathetic, but it's still kinda hot to me.

I have a lot of embarrassing stuff to confess to about porn. I will masturbate to literally anything that's legal, and I have some ideas I want to share. I'm open to having you encourage me to not talk to women and just masturbate to porn on my bed. Maybe I can edge for hours, and everytime I want to cum or stop you tell me to keep going. We can mix my real life trauma and mental illness into this because it's really really hot, and I've done it before with no bad repercussions. You can be my Mommy, Therapist, or my big cock futa older Japanese sister with huge veiny milky breasts and throbbing blue balls. It's whatever lol.

Either way, please be open-minded because a lot of my fantasies are depraved or just fucked up. I can be very sadistic and masochistic, but even if I'm gushing to you about my newest misogynist rape fantasy, I still want you to be the addiction influencer femdom ish role.

You can corrupt me to focus on porn that's: sissification, forced bi, that weird black alpha interracial shit, being a little (influenced by trauma), being a misogynist/incel/sadist angry boi type of thing, being your submissive strokepet for your body worship (I have a lot a lot a lot of body part kinks), panty stuff, musk stuff, hairy stuff, gross stuff, Mommy stuff, gooning stuff, degenerate hentai, or just wherever the wind takes us. Feel free to AMA. Literally anything. Even though I sound shameless, this stuff actually kinda embarrasses me, and I like to be asked embarrassing questions. It can be as simple as "what are you looking at now?" Also, degrade or praise me literally however you want. Be as cruel as you want. No need to hold back. We can also do a voice call on discord. I'm vocal. Or I can screenshare and have you supervise my porn use. I'd love that Ma'am! Also, asl please!

Hmu if you're interested please!!! :)