Before we get anywhere, I'm into being teased. Berated and demeaned a lil. But not abused. Tell me what you think I'm insecure about and play on it. I don't just mean physically either. I have a complex about not being as hot as I was before.
Wondering what happens to midwestern girls like me?
Well, as a typical "corn-fed" Nebraskan girl myself, I can tell you. During high school, I was getting attention from all the cutest boys. You might even start dating someone you believe is "the one." But then it happens. You settle down and realize you have a belly. Your ass won't fit in booty shorts. Your perky tits aren’t so perky anymore. And when you begin feeling down about it, what's the solution? Guzzle another fucking milkshake. Like me. That’s sure to improve your life.
If you continue being with your boyfriend for a while and he's anything like mine, he'll be losing interest. After all, he has seen you at your best, and this isn't it anymore. He’s not attracted anymore, and who can blame him? However, let's not forget that he's not exactly in great shape either. And that's a lot of beer he's drinking. Did he always huff and puff like that getting into his truck? Maybe you're thinking you should take some of that beer hands? Careful, that's not the reflection of your mom you just caught in the window. You're just starting to look like just like she does after multiple kids and settling down herself. Maybe you tell yourself you plan to move to a proper city, but for now, you're making the most of your current situation. Hopefully, you'll secure a job soon, unless, of course, you end up getting pregnant.
I find men who can pinpoint my insecurities attractive. I've dropped hints about that quite often. I just adore men who are infatuated with me but love teasing me about my flaws. I looove men who are super into me, but don't mind bringing a critical gaze and wanna tease me about it. So tell me what you assume about me, my looks, my life. Even what you see in my future. Be sure to make it a long read that makes me blush. x