I pretend to be strong and independent but deep down I want to melt into submission after my own body betrays me and succumbs to the lust that comes from being dominated by you. I’m actually kind of clingy once things get serious. I hope that’s okay. I want to be sucked into your web and be forced to “accept/allow” constant humiliating reminders that I am your perverted woman. I hope you like to tease and control me sexually because that’s what I want. I want to be bullied and corrupted. When I resist, I hope you enjoy correcting my bratty behavior.

Maybe you give me rules that force me to turn on more. Rules that force me to remember my own sluttiness and remind me of my status and place in the relationship. I’m sure you can think of ways to make me follow your rules. The rules that force me to remember what a slut I can be. If I don’t behave, you might sadistically decide to strip away my independence and resistance by declaring that my old rights are now privileges to be given or taken away on a whim. I do hope you wouldn’t do that though. Recognizing your authority to take these privileges away from me reinforces my obedience and increases your dominance over me. The same is true for punishments when I allow you to punish me properly. When you care enough to control me and make sure I obey you it means you care about me. And I feel that.

So you don’t have to worry about going too far, I will fill out a consent contract with my list of kinks and limits. Anything on the list can be demanded as long as it is not marked as a hard limit. If I refuse anything that I've understood enough to give a rating, and have NOT set it as a hard limit, then I should probably be ready to accept your punishment.

Tip: When being trained, captured, subjugated, or whatever you want to call it, I usually prefer being coerced into obedience instead of rape scenes or other scenes where there are no choices to choose from. Free will is important and keeps things fun. Even if I need to be punished later for not obeying.

Things I "reluctantly" enjoy: Having to choose between two choices that each push me towards another trap of giving up control or becoming more lewd is a great way to say it was all my idea when in fact it was your guidance the entire time. You could make me ask permission for things, encourage feeling dependent on you, or helpless without you. And also, within a predefined limit, you could also “offer” me a drink or two.

I like to add roleplay to the mix because it allows for more fun stories and emotions to be felt and seen. We could roleplay a situation where I am captured or tricked/convinced into starting something that quickly gets out of hand. Roleplay doesn’t mean it is all imaginary though. I will be doing most of these things in real life as well, and you can give me real world requirements. I just love a good story.

Main kinks: Forced arousal, private humiliation, TPE w/ some limits, rules, brat play, spanking, behavior modification, BDSM, roleplay, orgasm control, denial, and fantasy.

I have a wifi controlled lock box, as well as lots of restraints, plugs, vibrators, punishment devices, and even remote control toys, but I don't want to use all of those right away. For me the thrill is a lot more mental than physical.

Ideas I think are fun, but might not be very fun 24/7, or I might find out I don't enjoy it as much as I think I will. - Having to earn or unlock privileges to get my comfort and humanity back. - Being magically “cursed”. Maybe my left hand is under your control whenever you want it to be. - Having to ask permission for many things to remind me that what I used to see as rights are now privileges. - Having to choose between dignity and comfort. - Being forced to do things I secretly wanted to do anyways, or using my arousal against me. - Being gradually taken deeper and deeper without starting at the deepest level right away. - Treatment that humiliates or debases me, diminishing my human dignity, breaking moral and physical resistance.

Warnings: I’m in the Los Angeles timezone (PST, or GMT - 7), so ideally we wouldn’t be more than 4 hours apart in time zones.

Warnings: I do have someone who is very near and dear to me. They (I’m sorry) take priority when they are home. I will call them my family when we talk.

Warnings: Text only for most things, with the exceptions of some minor proofs but nothing that reveals my identity.

If you got all the way to the bottom and want to have some fun, please send me a message with a scene for how we came to be in our dynamic. Maybe I start with three rules or conditions that could be used to drag me deeper into our shared lust. We could try out for a week and see how we like it. I look forward to hearing from you.

Ps- I'm about to board a 22 hour plane flight.