It's been a minute since I've been here but today I was feeling a bit exhausted from work and thinking now would be a good time to turn my brain off a bit. I'm a software engineer and was a nurse in the military before that. I am deeply interested in geopolitics, science, history, and technology generally. I tend to bike but my knees are shot from anxiously running on the weekend instead of studying for accounting in college - stress productivity amirite? adhd af, unless I have an edible and chill like I am now.
I'm hoping to find someone like myself I suppose, or at least - similar emotionally and in life. I life with three kiddos and two other adults - one my wife and the other her friend. My wife and I have two kids, her friend, one. I have absolutely loved being a dad, and I love sharing stories about our experiences day-to-day, and I hope you would too. I am not really interested in a text-only relationship and would want to be able to share videos through telegram or talk about what is happening in our lives - a confidant.
I know this may feel a little silly, but I'm in a marginally open relationship with my wife. Like, there are things about myself I keep private and I am am comfortable experiencing life from the side of being alone and missing something else, and so I tend to connect to people who are comfortable connecting deeply online and if stars align in person. So in a way, I am comfortable meeting you and even being openly friends without being too sneaky but like, it's definitely not a requirement or whatever.
I tend to think about relationships like the song Mango by KAMAUU. Generally speaking, I just want to be a good person to others. I'm not a jealous or needy person, but I also need some variety, to mix things up and see life through new and different perspectives. I would like to find someone else to have in my life to connect with and share things day to day, and really connect and share our hearts. Talk to me while you're taking a shower about your boyfriend, share with me your nights out, and let me in on your life with kids or marriage.
So, given this is affairs and there's a sexual component to being here, I'm definitely a voyeur. Like, I think there's something so incredibly sexy about just sharing a video of yourself getting ready in the morning, talking to me in the restroom or just like generally, living your life and being comfortable with me. Maybe that's silly, idk. But regardless, I don't need you to get off with me the moment we meet, like we can become friends and find things we find interesting about each other, or just try and fall into that comfort naturally.
Anyways, that's enough and I probably sound like a crazy person. lol pic for pic - im into eloise, remi wolf (my kind of crazy), pinegrove, and kamauu at the moment. Looking forward to meeting you. :)