I’ve learned something about myself recently. Despite my Irl relationship, and despite my litany of friends both wholesome and very much not. I have found that I’m distinctly lonely.

During the day I have a lot going on. I’m a college student and I work a full time job so I’m relatively “busy” most of the time. However, the insomnia that has plagued me since middle school has never left. I’m awake until 5 or 6 am EST pretty much every night.

I’m looking for someone to talk to every night. It doesn’t matter what the conversation is about really. I’m a massive nerd with a soft spot for all things D&D, horror, fantasy, anime, and rpg game-y. So any conversation about that is always welcome, but there’s more to it than that. I’m obsessed with mental health, with philosophy, and with the human experience. I’m a bit of a romantic but that’s not the core of what I’m looking for as I’m very much aware most people on Reddit are just feeling spicy and passing through. Don’t get me wrong in that regard, I am an incredibly spicy and most nights I will be tipsy and sexual. I am asking for size queens after all.

I guess really all I’m looking for is someone who checks all the boxes. Nerdy insomniac intelligent sizequeens I’m talking about you.

I should introduce myself though: -My name is El/Liz/Lizzie, whatever you end up calling me will work perfectly. -I’m 21 years old, pansexual, and genderqueer? I’m not actually sure about my gender. It doesn’t really matter at the end of the day. I’m masculine 95% of the time and a slut in a croptop and fishnets the other 5%. -As I mentioned above I’m a fucking nerd, like a huge fucking nerd. -I cook for a living and I pursue that in college so if food is your thing, I’m your person. -I’m 5’9ish (I round down to avoid being a stereotypical man), 120ish pounds, and bigger soft than the average man is hard. (Bigger than most can handle when I’m hard too) -I’m biracial, bipolar, and bisexual. (Aka Bi, bi, bi) -I’m actually pan but that pun is so good!

Whew, that is a monster post. If you actually read all of that, are a woman, and are interested in the dynamic please message me with a genuine introduction including your favorite food or horror movie!!