First post, very open to feedback if my labelling or style is wrong!

I’ve always had big, heavy breasts and extremely sensitive nipples. Absolutely love and adore breast play, nipple sucking, physical and verbal breast attention, breast massage, playing and teasing. I think it’s not only erotic and full of passion, but also very relaxing and intimate for both parties. I would say my exes have been kind and attentive but not true “breast men” (hope that’s an okay term in 2023). It’s always been nice but brief as the attention was focused elsewhere. My fantasy to meet someone who absolutely loves heavy breast attention has been growing and I discovered the term “breast worship” on Reddit (as well as ANR and similar terms).

I’m very new to this world and finally admitting to myself how badly I want it and actually, how badly I need it. The ache is real. Like wake you up in the middle of the night REAL. I dream of intense passion with breast worship as a main component to more. I dream of relaxing evenings and Sundays mornings of just intimate sucking and playing with someone’s hair and rubbing softly. I dream of this “latch” and suckling thing I read about and what it could mean and feel like. I dream of exploring the full world of all the styles with someone who shares my interest to try it all. I’m more of a giver in this world so knowing someone wants that exploration with equal desire is the most enticing part of all.

I don’t know if this is the right place to say all of this. I guess I just want to say it out-loud the most I can at the moment! I do want a partner I can go deep in this topic with and not feel insecure or afraid. But I would be open to a safe (very safe mentally and physically) exploration or encounter too. And just chatting would be helpful as well.

I’ll edit as needed but thanks for listening. I’m not sure if this subreddit is just casual encounters or posts like this but either way, it’s nice to have a place of likeminded people who likely don’t judge. It’s freeing to admit what you truly want and need. If you know of any similar subreddits for discussion or other, please let me know. Thank you!

Edit: not sure how to edit subject but if general location is needed, it’s Canada/Often Travel/Online. Thanks!